confession no. 3

calories are sneaky.
yes, indeed.
like normal people, i think a salad is the healthiest lunch -
i could grab on the go.
sadly, that isn't the case and can easily consume my daily total in one meal.
i surely dont want to have to wait til tomorrow, to eat again.
you've heard this before, i know.
that was just a friendly reminder.
the first few days are so hard.
the hunger pains that consume your tummy; then your mind.
the nagging feeling that eventually breaks you down -
where you consider running and getting a snack.
all the water that you know you need to drink, looks even more
unappealing that it did yesterday.
why does this have to be so hard?